sometimes it's tiring being mom. Well, most of the time it is tiring being mom.
My boys have been very demanding the past few days and I have been so exhausted that I have been
very short-tempered. Then, when I get to put them down for naps and Tyler falls asleep while I'm rocking Jacob and singing lullabies...it is all worth it...and I feel terrible for being so impatient. Kids are so angelic when they're sleeping!
Poor Tyler is "learning" to listen- and struggling. He is still adjusting to needing to do things on someone
else's schedule now that there is more than one kid around. I am also adjusting to needing things done now instead of whenever and trying to be practical with my expectations.
Tyler has also started saying some pretty cute things too. Some of our favorites are:
"No leaving daddy" when dad is leaving for work
"I do it a self" all the time
"my step stool" when he wants to cook with me
"miss you daddy" *this one can melt your heart. He'll go give him a big hug too
"miss you mommy" usually said after he takes a long nap- and he's good for the first 15 minutes he's awake ;)
"no crying little brother" whenever Jacob is sad
Jacob is getting closer to his jabbering making words. I swear this morning he said "brother" and "
tyler" but we'll see if there is ever a repeat
occurrence. I wouldn't be surprised is "Tyler" was his first word because that one word is said a whole lot around here!
Jacob is army crawling all over and he's fast. He is also getting a little too daring with the stairs and almost tried to go down them today. He has yet to pull up on anything but he's happy just scooting all over (or getting pulled all over) the floor.
Jake also found the sliding glass door and thinks it's hilarious. I remember Tyler first finding the door and being so confused that he could see outside but not get there. Jacob likes to feel how cold it is in the morning and watch Tyler make faces while he's outside and we're still inside. That will get big old belly laughs out of Jake.
With all that being said, I'm working on my resolution to be a better mom. I have a lot of work to do- but I'll keep trying. At least I have a great husband at my side to attempt to get this parenting thing figured out.