I could not be more grateful for a wonderful friend who listened to me complain about how difficult my otherwise blessed life is. But I'm working on letting me feel however it is I am feeling. I know I am blessed far beyond many, however, that does not mean that life is always easy and I am allowed to be stressed out, overwhelmed, and exhausted, and still know that I am lucky to have all that I do.
I love hearing my boys playing nice and singing, "I am a Child of God"...really. This is after I cursed their existence and was pretty sure they were satan's spawn.
Got to enjoy a semi-quiet dinner at the table, alone, looking through a magazine while the boys made a watery mess of the backyard and each other.
Love my boys but still can't wait for bedtime.
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